Memories from: North Carolina
A week and a half has gone by since I came to LA, and even if I got to share some good days with new friends and old friends, I still wake up in the morning with a heavy heart. It's just so hard to not think of the first day I came back to North Carolina for sophomore year. The feeling that I was back in the arms of friends I've made in freshman year and have grown so close with; the feeling of familiarity; the feeling that I wasn't alone; the feeling that I was in a place where I was loved. As much as I long for that feeling, I know I wouldn't have that right now, or at least for a while. But I hope I find it again. Until then, skype dates and text messages with those friends, my loves, will help keep me going. Because they help me go through the days I feel alone. In some way, they help fuel my day.
Sunday morning, where rain didn't fall from the skies of LA, I was able to have a great google hangout with my besties from Elon. That was the quickest 4 hours of my life - and I guess that's why the semester went by so fast in Elon - because I was with them, and because even during times when there was nothing to do, at least I could do nothing with them, and that alone made time go by so swiftly.
I long for the day we're all reunited again. I have no idea when that would be, but I hope it happens. When it does, without a doubt, we'll be as crazy and stalkerish as we used to be together. :)
"Don't forget, if the future should take you away, that you'll always be part of me." - Toy Story 3
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