Last week was pretty rough. Apart from heartly confusions, second-guesses, and realizations about friends, I was hit by the tiny fact that I'm a bit unhappy with my college. That's not what this post is about though. This is about confusions between what you know your heart wants, what your mind tells you to do, and what your heart wants you to forget.
It's amazing how one person can help make all your struggles disappear. How little gestures like making you feel wanted, not leaving you alone, and respecting you could change everything and surprise yourself. Sometimes, allowing something extremely new to happen to you isn't such a bad thing - even if it's something you would never have dreamed you'd let happen. At the end of the day it helps you grow. Most importantly, it clears your mind and lets your heart loosen up the knots that have been tightening for the past week.
Maybe your heart will open up to realizations you didn't want to admit to before. Maybe you'll be more selfless and less selfish about what you want to happen. Maybe you'll be more open to actually allowing time take things through, because this time, maybe you won't be running out of it too fast.
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